Flu It

I'm back at work.

Had a rather uneventful morning not that i'm complaining. Been in this stuffy flu like state since Mon. Ha ha even one side of my ear slightly deaf.. Never the least i'm very exicited about the "Bridal boutique" show case that will be happening this afternoon with mum and sis.

This whole Wedding thing is coming alive..it has been a fuzzy pic in the back of my mind for a long time and now that it is happening i'm kinda wondering is the wedding the reality or a dream or is my dream becoming a reality..ha ha...

Can't help but feel guilty when i tell my single friends i'm getting married. They often give you the "Oh..You're so Blissful Look". Makes you feel good yet bad at the same time. Like you are betraying sisterhood. One of my friend even sounded sad. Not that my life would change. I hope and pray that i won't change ever.. and i'm truly happy that i have friends that geninuely are Happy for me :)

As for the mother and marriage group Hmmmm...very interesting bunch...i was at my best friend Alexis's baby 1 month bash and it was thrilling in a sense with all the "Where you getting married".."I know how you feel...it can be so tiring" ha ha i felt like i was in a "sex in the city " scene the one that charlotte when to where all the couples seem to be in the "in" group.

Netherless, i am happy and i'm very happy for my single friends, my married friends ...well any friend.

Life is good.


~Heaven and Earth Shall pass away, But My Words shall not pass away.~