Clear Skies Again

Sunday's service was really awakening. Told myself that God's msg to me is very clear and simple. So I have stopped flirting....anyway i've not really flirted sinice i don't know when.....Miss CHL....can see her tomm...she's the best working buddy ever.....a great sis in christ, a wonderful worker, very positive.

I was sitting the train looking at the scores of people, drifting in driftin out not really knowing what they are looking for but just doing the same ole routine day after day. Hmmm i have to be really blessed to have the live that i have now.

Told myself that the trip to japan, this marriage to David is a blessing and a gift from Kami Sama (GOD), it is not to be taken lightly and my love and relationship for him must always be true and faithful. No matter what desire i might have as a human being, i must put all selfish desires away. I'm determined to be the "bake cake, cook , clean and wait for husband to come home" kinda wife...hee hee the one that i've always dreamt of becoming...but it doesn't mean that my life will only revolve around him...God will still be my 1st priority. ;)

Was worried about my sister and her decisions in life, but i know she's matured enough and that We can do all in Christ!

Will contiune to pray that my Mom recieves salvation, and that her health will be better. ;)



* I thought of a rather cruel trick I once played on a wasp. He was sucking jam on my plate, and i cut him in half. He paid no attention, merely went on with his meal, while a tiny stream of jam trickled out of his severed oesophagus. Only when he tried to fly away did he grasp the dreadful thing that had happened to him. It is the same with modern man. The thing that has been cut away is his soul. George Orwell- *