Lost in......

Busy day.

Well not really.

Went for a swim, the water is so blue, like the sky like the topaz that i like ;)

One part of me feels sad that my mom is going for an operation.

Another part of me believes in HIM. I believe and have FAITH that no matter what happens HE is always there.

Pictures and words poured into my mind as i swam into the abyss (it felt like the abyss), i tot wow i every thing is going on so well and tranquil.

It drizzled, felt so good as the rain poured down my face.


H ha don't mind me guess i am still human and it hurts a little ;)

David has gone to Indonesia, sigh when i called him he was having a massage.

i tot he would know beta, that he would tell me before letting someone touch him...que sara...

I trust him.

God knows i trust him.


*Hiya* enough of this rubbish~ i had lotsa fun meeting up with my ole TLL friends and had a great time with Alexis, Mae and Skyler..hee hee i should be happy ;)


~he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee, fear not, neither be dismayed.~ Amen

My Dad

Its been a while..hee hee i'm still me and everything seems so surreal.

It's been 1 week and a little sinice i left the company. I miss my friends ;)

Sigh** just talked to my dad about the wedding, he's not happy, who can blame him. On one hand he never got to see the daughter grow up on the other it all just boils down to "face"

My dad

I'm not the typical daddy's gal i must say. I had a relatively happy childhood, dad would buy us stuff and feed us supper.

After my parents div... ha ah i can't even mention the word, i just time heals wound but it takes lots of praying and faith.

I have faith and I believe that we are not alone...

God is with us every step and this wedding is going to be great!!!



I pray that i will learn to love my dad more and to trust God with all my heart and soul ;)



~Relax. God's In Charge------Amen~