Wounded

I wanted to post what the girl wrote about me. It kept me thinking was i really so bad. But then again if Jesus could die on the cross for me and has forgiven me what's there not to forgive. Besides it was posted Jan this year......long long time ago.

I guess that is why emotinal scars take the longest to heal.

I'm still going to invite her to the wedding. I remember speaking to her before she left TLL and we had forgiven each other, we'll i guess that's all that matters.

Talking about wounded my neck & shoulders still feel very tired and sore..will pray for healing.!!!

Tomm i shall go spa...hee hee pamper myself..oh well i think i really need to talk to FH. I knew that she would eventually leave TLL but just didn't think that i would be given only one day notice.....anyway....can't wait till the weekend. Going to see the Bridal pkg people on sat and on sun SHOPPING with CHL & the other gals if they are coming ...hee hee hee..... ;)

~Love your neighour as yourself ~

2 Weddings and 1 Coming

Its 2 Wedding and 1 coming.

Friday 24th September

~Went to M & L's wedding. Of course i know M sinice my Shatec days(Hotel Mgt Days), but i did not expect her to invite me, any way CY was invited too so we went together. It was held at the Stamford Ballroom at the formally known Plaza. Groom was pretty cute i must say but it felt really strange sitting with a group of people from my past. Memories of my past came flooding back.

Some people jus never change, Well but then again ain't we all imperfect. Felt really strange that I was the only Christian there yet i really felt strengthen in my Faith and that I can truly say that I might have grown the most, throughout most (ha ha where is my humility hor.). Most People just seem aloof and bored.

Anyway the food was alrite and the couple were blissful and i'm truly happy for M and her new life with her hubby, cutie..hee hee ;)


Saturday 25th September

It's David's Wushu's Friend's Wedding.

Silly boy was suppose to be one of the 'brothers' but he had so many things to do that he couldn't be the brother in the morining. The reception was flooded with Shania Twain's ...what's that song again "from this moment"-note to one's self not to give people bad dreams by repeating that song with clips of yourself a 1000 xs.. ha ha jus kidding..quite sweet really.

The couple showed a self made movie about how they met. Cute. Quite romantic really and they fluttering in with dry ice & the groom even sang a song for the bride.... hmmmm..simple wedding not really...

It was fun when we raided the bridal chamber (so to speak or hotel room) we n and the best men made them eat sour, sweet, bitter and hot stuff to symbolise the things that they will go through in marriage. ha ah..then they were cuffed together and had to find the keys. If not they were to perform....no lah not RA stuff but embrassing stuff..

I shiver at the thought of what my friends would do to me...hee he or rather to David..


Sunday 26th September

The day of Sabbath. Day of rest...felt very very good to be rested. Cried at worship, felt annoited by God. James msg me that morining and well i just feel that sinice i've chosen to give up a life of sin to carry the cross with Jesus that i've been blessed with so many things and so how or other i truly want to give my life to him and serve him.

Had Dinner with David's family & Mine..1st meeting..went pretty well.hee hee David's dad ATE alot...and well we all kinda enjoyed each other...what a change from the life i used to have..

That night Ting told me that V had broken his covenant with God to stay single for 2 years...Tears where streaming down her face, some how God guided me to share with her and to just pray with her and you know what she told me! She said that i've ever told her that i had failed as a sister and that i've never taught her much....but she marvels at how God had changed me and that i actually managed to share something with her that touched her.....PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!

The road has been long and it's only going to be more exciting and dangerous..well but i'm willing and ready to be a fighter and a survivor.


" Live by Faith not by Sight."

Flu It

I'm back at work.

Had a rather uneventful morning not that i'm complaining. Been in this stuffy flu like state since Mon. Ha ha even one side of my ear slightly deaf.. Never the least i'm very exicited about the "Bridal boutique" show case that will be happening this afternoon with mum and sis.

This whole Wedding thing is coming alive..it has been a fuzzy pic in the back of my mind for a long time and now that it is happening i'm kinda wondering is the wedding the reality or a dream or is my dream becoming a reality..ha ha...

Can't help but feel guilty when i tell my single friends i'm getting married. They often give you the "Oh..You're so Blissful Look". Makes you feel good yet bad at the same time. Like you are betraying sisterhood. One of my friend even sounded sad. Not that my life would change. I hope and pray that i won't change ever.. and i'm truly happy that i have friends that geninuely are Happy for me :)

As for the mother and marriage group Hmmmm...very interesting bunch...i was at my best friend Alexis's baby 1 month bash and it was thrilling in a sense with all the "Where you getting married".."I know how you feel...it can be so tiring" ha ha i felt like i was in a "sex in the city " scene the one that charlotte when to where all the couples seem to be in the "in" group.

Netherless, i am happy and i'm very happy for my single friends, my married friends ...well any friend.

Life is good.


~Heaven and Earth Shall pass away, But My Words shall not pass away.~